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Monday, September 27, 2010


Everyone wants to be loved, to be loved by another with genuine love. someone who sees the other person worth loving, which is worth waiting for (genuine love) And every good and perfect gift comes from you. so its worth the wait.   like the song. we will wait upon the Lord, as we wait upon the Lord. (perfect love)

“Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.”  ~Theodor Seuss Geisel

this quote is so true! so, don't pout about the past for whats already been done. Be humble and enjoy what happened in your life at that moment, there is always a reason why it happened. so smile, forgive, and move on. "don't forget to "SMILE"  he he he " but most importantly take what you have learned and improve yourself, and better yourself in that area, so you won't make the same mistake in the future.

The future is in God's hands, he has a greater purpose in stored. So don't miss out on the opportunities he has for us, be aware and open those doors, seek and you will find. Pray and he will answer.

listen-obey-pray-love.

wait upon the Lord.

Love


Tuesday, August 24, 2010

hello xanga, hahaha. its been YEARS. wowowowowo.

a verse I want to share "I guide you in the way of wisdom and lead you along straight paths." Proverbs 4:11
so true. even if its temporary or permanent there is a purpose the beginning to the end. things to hold onto. things to let go. (somethings are hard to let go) but it feels so good when the truth sets you free.

"To know which is right for the moment" - Lisa Whittle, and to know what is right we have to pray with a prayerful heart in order to know what is right for the moment, because it is truly up to God to stir in our hearts

Wisdom from God. (funny my korean name is Jihae means wisdom.)
JIHAE cho (wisdom) follow the will of God's wisdom. I need to make decsions within God's will not mine. to know the path god has chosen for me. God guide me. guide this heart of mine.

I know I can do it. i can do it. i can do it. i can do it. I TRUST. trust. in. you. Lord.

pps. "someone that will not run away" someone that will walk by my side.
As Jesus Christ walks side by side. never lets go.


clear minded thoughts- clear thoughts. straight path.


Love








Thursday, May 14, 2009

많은친구 모인밤
그속에서

늘 있던 자리에 니가
가끔 보이지 않을때

내가 좋아했던
너의 향길 맡으면

혹시 니가 아닐까
고갤 돌려 널 찾을때

우연히 너의
동넬 지나갈 때면

어느새 니 얼굴
자꾸 떠오를때

그랬나봐
나 널 좋아하나봐

하루하루
니 생각만 나는 걸

널 보고 싶다고
잘할 수 있다고

용기 내 전활
걸고 싶었는데

그게 잘 안돼
바보처럼@

우연히 너의
메일을 알게 되면서

모니터 앞에 널
밤새 기다릴때

그랬나봐
나 널 좋아하나봐

하루하루
니 생각만 나는 걸

널 보고 싶다고
잘할 수 있다고

용기 내 전활
걸고 싶었는데


그게 잘 안돼

말 하지 못한 막막함을
너는 알고 있을까

오랫동안 기다려온
사랑 내 앞에


숨쉬고 있는걸

그랬나봐
나 널 좋아하나봐

하루하루
니 생각만 나는 걸

널 보고 싶다고
잘할 수 있다고

용기 내 전활
걸고 싶었는데


그게 잘 안돼

넌 언제나
나를 꿈꾸게 하지

지금보다 더
좋은 남자 되고싶다고

널 만나러 가는
이 시간 난 연습해

그토록 오랜시간
가슴속에 숨겨왔던 말


사랑해


| 그랬나봐

| 김형중




 Love


Tuesday, April 07, 2009

I try so many times
but it's not taking me
and it seems so long ago
that I used to believe
and I'm so lost inside of my head
and crazy
but I cant get out of it
I'm just stumbling

And I'm juggling all the thoughts in my head
I'm juggling and my fears on fire
but I'm listening as it evolves in my head
I'm balancing on one fine wire

And I remember the time my balance was fine
and I was just walking on one fine wire
I remember the time my balance was fine
and I was just walking on one fine wire
but It's frayed at both the ends
and I'm slow unraveling

Life plays so many games inside of me
and I've had some distant cries, following
and their entwined between the night and sun beams
I wish I were free from this pain in me

And I'm juggling all the thoughts in my head
I'm juggling and my fears on fire
but I'm listening as it evolves in my head
I'm balancing on one fine wire

And I remember the time my balance was fine
and I was just walking on one fine wire
I remember the time my balance was fine
and I was just walking on one fine wire
but it's frayed at both the ends
and I'm slow unraveling

And I'm juggling all the thoughts in my head
I'm juggling and my fears on fire
but I'm listening as it evolves in my head
I'm balancing on one fine wire....

One fine wire - Colbie Caillat

love


Wednesday, August 06, 2008

so random. but sooo worth it. ha ha ha I don't know.

Anyways summer school ended :)

school starts in three weeks.

summer retreats coming up.

hmmmmm I want to travel. yes away from Orange County. or away from California for a couple of months?

everything seems so weird to me? meh.

Ok back to this korean drama I've been watching haha. Bye!

Love.



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